There's honestly not much to say except I'm loving life and completely unsure if I'm doing enough. I've been walking with Daisy... but it's been about a week. I need to eat breakfast more (or something) to stay energized and feel healthier. suggestions my 2 followers?
Still wishing more people blogged.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Thursday, April 1, 2010
tuesday blues
So.. there was a basketball team meeting tuesday night, the 30th, and i didn't go because i thought it was just a follow up meeting for conditioning or for a camp coach is having soon.
....it was more than that. i heard jaylin say something in the parking lot while i was waiting for the freshman to go to the diamond. logan was walking up to the school and i asked him to come over. he peaked through my window and well... it's true.
my stomach started to flutter, and i... how should i say, wanted to cry but it wasn't the time for that. so... what i did next was text misty and pretty much everything was a blur. it was like being on drugs but without the drugs... and i guess it was that feeling. i dunno, that was a terrible example b/c i have no idea what it really looks like to be on drugs. wow, anyway... lol.
i dunno how to process this but.... first period the next day was a jumble of getting the announcments done for a class i'm not even in. i couldn't help it anymore so i went to coaches room and i kinda lost it.
he asked what was up, and i said i dunno.
i took a moment. choked up and told him i was sorry for not coming to the meeting. he said it was ok. i told him i appreciate what he's done for me, and my mom says thanks too. i wish i knew what he said but... i just can't remember. i think he only said something like thank or it's ok. come and visit. etc. 8) he joked by saying we get to graduate together. LOL! =) proabably the funniest thing ever since he's been head coach for 18 years, i'm 18, and well... he doesn't want me to graduate but he is tooooo!
and then the next day i had waleed come with me to drop off a survey for him to fill out... because i know he liked that more than me asking a questions. he hates to be misquoted and well... from a journalist perspective i know it's easier for someone to write their thoughts than speak them.
....it was more than that. i heard jaylin say something in the parking lot while i was waiting for the freshman to go to the diamond. logan was walking up to the school and i asked him to come over. he peaked through my window and well... it's true.
my stomach started to flutter, and i... how should i say, wanted to cry but it wasn't the time for that. so... what i did next was text misty and pretty much everything was a blur. it was like being on drugs but without the drugs... and i guess it was that feeling. i dunno, that was a terrible example b/c i have no idea what it really looks like to be on drugs. wow, anyway... lol.
i dunno how to process this but.... first period the next day was a jumble of getting the announcments done for a class i'm not even in. i couldn't help it anymore so i went to coaches room and i kinda lost it.
he asked what was up, and i said i dunno.
i took a moment. choked up and told him i was sorry for not coming to the meeting. he said it was ok. i told him i appreciate what he's done for me, and my mom says thanks too. i wish i knew what he said but... i just can't remember. i think he only said something like thank or it's ok. come and visit. etc. 8) he joked by saying we get to graduate together. LOL! =) proabably the funniest thing ever since he's been head coach for 18 years, i'm 18, and well... he doesn't want me to graduate but he is tooooo!
and then the next day i had waleed come with me to drop off a survey for him to fill out... because i know he liked that more than me asking a questions. he hates to be misquoted and well... from a journalist perspective i know it's easier for someone to write their thoughts than speak them.
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